Hi Carolyn,
It's been a fabulous journey knowing you and Beth. So happy you married Beth on this journey. You chose well with her. Your love of animals, esp. dogs and horses is so obvious and real. Whatever challenges you have gone through, you are a "hero" for us all. I believe Masa will greet you on the "otherside", so, for me that's so neat. Perhaps she will greet ALL of us! 
I feel your spirit will be with us on this earthly plane, so that is reassuring for me. My love for you will never die, so be aware that I am with you whether in body or spirit. Sooo, "STAYING IN THE MOMENT" is key, and I will always be there for Beth too as her loyal friend.
Peace be with you,
Your Loving Friend, Judy B